Dear Neutropenia

Dear Neutropenia, I am stronger than you. While you may 'get me' in the end-I get 'to win' the battles while I am here. Me. Not you. I AM strong. I plan to keep going. I wish I could pretend you are not there, but you are always just under the radar, ready to show yourself at any moment. I hate that. I wish I could feel well. While I don't remember the last time I felt 100% great, I do miss that. I hate feeling like I'm about to get sick all the time. But, I AM strong-and bigger than you will ever be! Kat