Bone Pain & Fatigue

Hi everyone. Hope you are all doing well. My bone pain has been moderate the last couple days, even on pain medications. And,my bones feel fatigued-like they are deteriorating. I know that sounds crazy, but they feel weird, very tired, and hurt. I know they are working hard. Just sick of of this crap. I know those that have neutropenia know what I'm talking about. Some days you just get sick of it all. Ugh! So, while I am so very thankful for all I have in life-my family, home, and things I take for granted all time-I just want to wallow and scream about my neutropenia pain, symptoms, and the deterioration of the health I do have and will lose as time goes on. Ugh! These days suck. I am thankful to all of you who read. I pray for all those with neutropenia and other health conditions envy day. My you find some peace. Kat

More of the Same

Good evening,

Still feeling the same-sore throats, muscle pain, fever. Just feel run-down through out the day. Trying to stay upbeat-sometimes it's hard but I try to remember that I should be lucky for all that I have-and I am! I love my husband, kids, family, friends, job.

My body feels different than before-neutropenia has not produced these symptoms before. Feel weak walking around at work. Trying to get through this.

Best to you,
Kat

Muscles Hurt

Today, I woke up and my muscles felt weak. I did end up cleaning the house anyway-and then rested some. Later in the day, the muscles in my arms and legs hurt and felt weak. My husband kept telling me to rest and take it easy-but I said I always feel like I am resting and am sick of it.
I know that the weakness/pain is from the neutropenia but that means that it will not go away. It may come and go from day to day-but I will need to get use to it. ugh! Sorry-just not use to this.